Saturday, April 11, 2009

Just Like That - 1

Ahmedabad... 29th April 2009


Does it happen at first sight... probably it happens only when you realize...you realize to feel some one around.. still not around ..but still be felt.. you have been with many people in past.. would be with some one.. but u don't feel to be with them.. you just make to be with them.. not for companionship but for sake of not being alone.. they are just puppet .. whom you pick out of your box when you need them... and dump when you don't .. the search for your dream is still on.... yes and life gives you opportunity to meet them.. at first sight you don't realize... its like a addiction..grows slowly...... let it grow....and you realize... when you are alone but still not alone.. when you are with some one dating but your eyes still searching for her...you are happy.. you see her and you just hate the word blink... you see her and you hate the word.... work.... you dont mind tusnami...because anything cant be better then the moment.... and its love.. love always keep growing.... slowly.... as it does not happen at first sight... if its happening go ahead... you shy to express it... but you need to tell... you need to express it... know your love.. you need to tell her not to own her .. but to make her feel, you deserve her... to convince her .. to ask her to live with you forever.. to sleep with you .. for ever... to make her feel she is the only one.. the one you wanna.. go to bed and wake up with.. if you do so.. you deserve to be happy .... if you don't do.. you would be one a stray.... a escapist... a wanderer.... life never gives the opportunity again .. it might not happen again.... choose to be happy .. it is end to search.. but start to happiness..
last thing love would shape in is trust.... don't let her go.... if you do .. do not blame Him for your unhappiness... He has given everyone a chance... but also options ... to choose from.. also options to loose.... He is not at fault... you are... world can be better place to live... live it... even u don't get one... u are happy to make some one feel u need them.. and that u would be dead man walking with out them....

3 comments:

ruchita said...

I don’t know you nor the reasons which made you write this blog and specially those lines “you just make to be with them.. not for companionship but for sake of not being alone.. they are just puppet … whom you pick out of your box when you need them” … when I read them… instantly I could relate to it…felt as if you very appropriately wrote the kind of things I went through recently…this comment of mine might seem absurd to you but…………….. you write really well…

Karim Panjwani said...
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Anonymous said...

"Karim i pray to" GOD"someday he give me an oppurtunity to meet u so dat ican take uer signeture(autograph)& kash ican mail u or write 2 u how much i appriciate & like uer writting....GOD BLESS...