Just Like That - 1

Ahmedabad... 29th April 2009


Does it happen at first sight... probably it happens only when you realize...you realize to feel some one around.. still not around ..but still be felt.. you have been with many people in past.. would be with some one.. but u don't feel to be with them.. you just make to be with them.. not for companionship but for sake of not being alone.. they are just puppet .. whom you pick out of your box when you need them... and dump when you don't .. the search for your dream is still on.... yes and life gives you opportunity to meet them.. at first sight you don't realize... its like a addiction..grows slowly...... let it grow....and you realize... when you are alone but still not alone.. when you are with some one dating but your eyes still searching for her...you are happy.. you see her and you just hate the word blink... you see her and you hate the word.... work.... you dont mind tusnami...because anything cant be better then the moment.... and its love.. love always keep growing.... slowly.... as it does not happen at first sight... if its happening go ahead... you shy to express it... but you need to tell... you need to express it... know your love.. you need to tell her not to own her .. but to make her feel, you deserve her... to convince her .. to ask her to live with you forever.. to sleep with you .. for ever... to make her feel she is the only one.. the one you wanna.. go to bed and wake up with.. if you do so.. you deserve to be happy .... if you don't do.. you would be one a stray.... a escapist... a wanderer.... life never gives the opportunity again .. it might not happen again.... choose to be happy .. it is end to search.. but start to happiness..
last thing love would shape in is trust.... don't let her go.... if you do .. do not blame Him for your unhappiness... He has given everyone a chance... but also options ... to choose from.. also options to loose.... He is not at fault... you are... world can be better place to live... live it... even u don't get one... u are happy to make some one feel u need them.. and that u would be dead man walking with out them....

RajaniKant's new movie 'ROBOT'

Story of RajaniKant's new movie 'ROBOT'

Movies like these come only once in a lifetime!!! ;-) enjoyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

The Best movie of the millennium

Rajni's dad was killed by the villain, and his mother needs an operation! So he sells his land for his mother ! Inorder to take revenge, Rajni has to go to America to kill the villain, but he has no money, no passport and no visa! So he decides one thing and comes to Chennai !


In Chennai, Rajni jumps on top of LIC Building , gets blessings from Goddess Amma Maheswari, and jumps from the top floor!!!

But our Rajni stays in air itself in same position! After 12 hrs, the earth rotates and since he is still in the same position, he jumps and lands in America ! He kills the villain and returns to Chennai the same way!!!!

Yenna Rascalaaaaaaaaaaaa !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!mind itttt!!!!!!!



Detailed Script to be continued....... by me....hahahhahaha... Imaging Rajani while hw is in air.. and earth rotates.... slowly .. passing through various countries... and this is galmourised by roamntic song.. in clouds.... a r rahman score... dance by prabhu deva.... ahahhahaha....
Yenna Rascalaaaaaaaaaaaa !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!mind itttt!!!!!!!

Next oscar... winner... clean sweep...

......and then success is the sweetest thing on this earth to taste.....

I don't know what i am writing but i want to write so i would write...
if u see the sky its not sky..its limit of u r visual perception.. it could be some thing more to it ... beyond it.... if u see flood its not flood but its excess of something,,,, its like when u cry ., its like when u want to beat .. some one.. for no reason... its like u want to love some one.. without reason.... when its drought.. its not lack of rain but its like u don't want to cry.. u want to let loose.... u don't care what would happen to any one around.. because u are hurt... or u are tired of making people happy.... so why we blame nature when we behave in same patterns.. for same reasons.... but would u find a ideal situation where it doesn't flood.. were u start seeing everything .. beyond u r perception that too effortlessly .. will there be no droughts.....
but if an ideal situation arises..then we would live with same set of people.. we would not value sky.. we would not venture to see beyond.. we would not wish for more... its not human who is to be blamed.... but its nature who structures u ..... its no choice given where u are born but definitely you can choose where .. how .. and as whom to die.... you leave u r home not because u want to.. but its most of the time because its the only choice..look at the birds on the tree next to u .... look in their nest...u would get u r answer.... u are not destined to live and die as ordinary man.... its takes one person to change the rule... it take s one person to break the rule ..,but it takes so many in secured people to make the rules... u need to be happy to be at one place.. you need to be coward to live what is given to you .. you need to be lazy to not break to search what is that you are meant for.. will you let other people to choose for u .. u r food.. ur clothes.. u r society .. ur friends...
u r wife .. or u want to make choice..... u accept everything u are trust upon not because u don't wanna choose but its because u r scared of making wrong choices.. u are scared of humiliation..of making wrong.... u are scared of taking responsibility.... of u r failures...of the criticism.. of worthless people around u .. who never attempted to make a cup of tea for them self.. or filled a glass of water for themselves....
but if u r not humiliated .. or u r not scared or u r not beaten up... u have not lost love.. u have not been cheated.... or u r not been appreciated means u have not done anything in u r life to shape u r destiny.. u are what some one wants u to be.. and not what u want to be... but the day u wake up from deep slumber.. to realize what i have mentioned...then it will shake u ... it will make u feel small... it will make u realize all the facts u wanted to know... its never late... its all of deciding of starting an unknown journey...who knows where are u going.. even river change its course.. even earth plates struggle to break for their independence... its common phenomenon... even earth mass broke from sun.. why not we...why u refuse to break.. or its unawareness....or just unwillingness.. or are u scared... earth took so many years to shape its self fit for human life.. but then we are the proof...freedom to live .. freedom to choose... and go to bed happy is rare.. to achieve it.. u need to break... u need to see what u can be.. instead of saying this is what u are.... its difficult.. u will stumble so many times before u can take next step.. but one by one... with all efforts ... patience and pain .. its just to reach free way.. a toll free, free way .. and baby world its u r.... and then success is the sweetest thing on this earth to taste.....

That's all for now.. it u like its ok..if u don't like.. baby read it again....u need to understand and post comment....

Its all about boolean....

Its all recorded in human brains.. some good some bad.. some very good few worst ...
and we live every day.. to recall every little incidence that have been cause of your happiness.... no its rare.. nothing changes.. only changes is faces of people whom u get associated.. characters remain same.. u end up feeling same thing.. nothing new.. escalated with happiness some time .. over joyed.. and some times in to deep shit...
You keep running from things in u r life.. . and it keeps chasing for life..and u end up comfortably landing in to the things that u wanted to avoid.. and u feel the same.. its wrong to be honest... its crime to be brutally honest... u might end up getting every thing u wanted right or wrong in life but through out you missing on what u truly deserved..where to narrow on what to narrow.. will remain a mystery.. and then u realize that its all about making choices.. good bad.. right wrong ... yes no.. life is all about Boolean.. one step closer miles away.....

But you need to move.. not to regret. but to move... regret will only consume u ....

The Urban Experience

Urban Experience... As part of Partial Submission for Theory of Design Semester III Urban Design Course....

Ahmedabad... 19th September 20008

My tryst with Mumbai lasted for 3 years cumulatively. During this I stayed and worked in different parts of city. I always liked Mumbai not because of its crowd but because no body matters to any body. It’s the city of achievement, Place to get recognized, Place of Opportunity.

Not every one succeeds but majority of people are found chasing their dreams and live with hope till end. It’s never to give up attitude of the people in the city that makes it a place to live. It’s rightly said ‘in Mumbai you may not sleep empty stomach but to find a place to sleep is …..Difficult’..

But in spite of being aware of this fact thousands of people keep coming to Mumbai.. And what brings to Mumbai with them is diversity.

The best place to experience this diversity is Colaba, South of Mumbai. It is one of the liveliest desired places to be in Mumbai. This place stays alive through out the day. I stayed at Colaba for two years and I religiously strolled through this place every day. The day in Colaba would start by thousands of people pouring in from entire Mumbai for work, shop, study and entertain. The stretch which I would like to talk about is from Regal Cinema till Theo brome Café and then toward Gate Way Promenade end, starting from Radio Club to Gate Way of India and then back to Regal Cinema Square.

5.30 Am to 11.00 AM

This Place wears different character in different parts of the day. The Day stars with domestic workers, shop workers, Vendors and office going people arriving at Colaba few via Church Gate and Few in Cabs and Few in their Swanky cars and branded clothes. Even though they are from different walks of life they have one thing in common that’s ‘hurry’ on their faces. Every on is in maddening rush, to reach their destination. And they do it all five days, few unfortunate one does it six times a day.

11.00 AM to 7.00 PM

This is the time to shops on Colaba Cause way to open up for business. They hardly see customer till 12.00 PM but by this time we have informal shopping opening up under the promenade in front of the branded show rooms. It is the best place to buy in fashion clothes, jewellery’s, sunglasses, magazines and every thing on this earth. It is famously said you ask for moon and Mumbaikar would have it to sell it to you. And this can be aptly said for the Kerelaite who storm this street. Every one who’s, who of Mumbai has bought some thing or the other from this place. This place is majorly crowded by foreigners by this time and college students.

What you can not miss is the beautiful girls, all fashion statement on street in one go, and fragrances of expensive colognes and perfumes mixed with stinging sweating bodies. You need not be fortunate to walk/ shop/ eat with celebrity on this street.

In between these hours of shopping and roaming activity of foreigners, the lunch break of office people adds on more layers to it. By this time this office goers are pretty relaxed as either they have punched their entry or have signed their musters and don’t have desire to rush back.

And again by 5.00 PM till late 8.30 PM its maddening crowd on both ways. People retuning to their places rushing towards Church Gate station and others coming in huge numbers to spent their evening at Gateway Promenade, Few to shop, few to enjoy the place, few to theatre, few to eat( as it has got the finest places to eat, drink and party) and few for flesh and drug trading.

8.30 PM Till Late Night

This is the time when the shoppers are in rush to grab things and rush for movie or to eat. But the different shades of this place can be observed with all type of illegal activity happening in front of naked eyes, where you are witness to it but you fail even to have air of it. In middle of the entire maddening crowd you have pimps, drug peddlers, prostitutes, pick pocketer’s, criminals and people making fake passports for foreign tourist. This entire people are part of crowd. The best places to locate them is in Café Mondegar and Café Leopold, few gangsters would be at Bade Miyan, best eatery joint behind Taj Hotel. What surprises you is where do the flesh trading happens, where do the drug peddler sale drugs. To your surprise they are around you, near you, one lane away. You enter the narrow lanes of famous hotels on to Merry Weather Street and you end up in Brothels. You take a turn for Taj Hotel and you have drug peddlers to sale you your choice. And when this all is happening you want to know where the police would be. And there they are bang opposite the Café Leopold. You can not miss them, they are also part of crowd but they have brilliant ignorant eyes to over look these activities.

And looking for time you realise its 11.00 PM time to go back to sleep, but place is still young and seems to have just started, struggling in your mind whether to go back or to hang on for more you would be stoped by fancy car, wind shield moving down asking you ” Way to Poly Easter”, ” Way to Insomnia”, ” Way to Red light” or ”Way to Bade Miya or Ayub’s”, This are the most visited places in Colaba. And If you thing only this are the people forming the place here after , then you are wrong as Taj Hotel is hosting a celebrity party, where who is who of Mumbai is invited, Inidgo is hosing party of Bollywood Celebrity, and Radio Club has to host rich and elite of Mumbai. What you can not ignore to see and feel empathy is the migrants with their small hungry kids sleeping in promenade, whose food and donated money to them is take away by their drug addict father, a differently abled asking for alms, taxi walas waiting last show of regal to end, few waiting for Discothèque to close for the day.

At 2.00 AM as police intertwine all the pubs would be closed, party’s would end, and all the celebrities would come down at Promenade looking at the roaring or calm sea, sipping the 3 rupee cahi from the vendor selling on promenade, buying ‘butta’ from street, their grim faces which were almost happiest on earth, a while ago, speaking volumes out their heart, and finally police evacuating the promenade till late 4.00 AM in the morning. The taxi starts speeding up against the calm night, back to their business charging people back home.

And if you think city have slept, then its time for flesh trading victims to return to their homes by the first train of morning. That’s 4.30 AM in the morning. And then again it’s the same routine as day has al eady begun in the sky, WHEN HAS THIS PLACE (COLABA) SLEPT THEN?

Being a witness to all these episodes of Colaba, its an true urban experience to have afresh in mind in the city that never sleeps.

Over The Cup Of Coffee........

I did not believe in love.... i need not believe in love...

who made it to happen .. and why did anyone let it happen....

its not usual what has happened but would some one tell me .. who wanted this.... to happen....

we did meet to be happy for a while or to be unhappy for ever....

the happiness is not what i get always.. so then why it has to be so short to happen.....

will i remember u, when u go....but then will i forget you....

and if i have to forget you then why did i happen to meet you...

i thanked God for making me happy for a while.... but he intended me to taste the happyines to lament forever...

no i am not worried to live in pain..... it has always been there... i just ask him then why did the happiness had to happen....to realize the pain....

Let me be mean ... let me stop the clock..... but then will i value happyness that is so good to have...for what ever little while....

or wish God to take me away with him unnoticed unlamented.. so i could be happy to see u from the sky ....

and should i wish u to make some one happy or u to be mine...

if God want me to believe in love then He has to see some one happy... but when ever u see in the sky .. u would see me... if u roll a drop from u r eyes.. don't wipe .... it would be me ... to kiss u ... to feel u .. to hug u ...to feel u ..... don't wipe it.. it would be me.. enveloping u in thinnest and slightest way...let me feel... till i vanish for some one to be happy...

Finally i raise my eyes and ask Him.. then way cant i touch her feel her when i love her...

He says your are not destined to be happy... after all every one cannot be happy.....

so if it was not destined to happen then why did that happen.................

The Historical Black Day.....

30th June...
New Delhi....
This is last day of my stay at Delhi.... Nice place.. with excess of beautiful girls.. i was almost confused for last one month.. where to look.. whom to look... was saved so many times getting run off by speeding cars......which i wish would have... before waking up this morning...

This morning I started flipping through news paper.. what made me sad was an article published on bottom of front page in one of the leading news paper...It goes like these....
Maintenance for Live in Partner
New Delhi: A woman in a live-in relation ship should be entitled to maintenance if she is deserted by her man ,the national commission for Women has said . In far reaching recommendation to the ministry of women and child development, the commission has sought a change in the definition of "Wife"- as described in Section 125 CrPC, which deals with the maintenance- and suggested that it include women involved in a live-in relationships.
NCW also sought another significant amendment to Section 125,saying that said adultery should no longer be a ground for denying maintenance to a woman.

Now let me read between the lines :

Maintenance for Live in Partner ( with picture of two love birds standing on broken heart..i hope it was not meant for any sadistic pleasure)
It was the first news i read and soon got unsettled... ... reading ahead....
NewDelhi: A woman in a live-in relation ship should be entitled to maintenance if she is deserted by her man( no mention of what happens if she dumps her man) ,the national commission for Women has said( i wish there was some commission for Men too). In far reaching recommendation to the ministry of women and child development, the commission has sought a change in the definition of "Wife"( i hope they have not changed definition of husband.... any way even if it happens ..it would be more meaningful then present one....now all selfish people in love need to check whether girl friend is exempted from definition of wife or next time you express your love to female and get informed by law that she is your legal wife..... i hope its still an independent term), - as described in Section 125 CrPC, which deals with the maintenance- and suggested that it include women involved in a live-in relationships.
And now ... Married men please be aware....
NCW also sought another significant amendment to Section 125,saying that said adultery should no longer be a ground for denying maintenance to a woman. ( now see what would happen..man has live in relation ship.. female proves... becomes his law full wife... now man want to separate and walks over her or in other case she dumps him.. in both condition she gets maintenance, and even she plans to have multiple relation ship ( i.e., adultery... literal meaning infidelity, disloyalty, betrayal... she can still walk away with maintenance........... so she earns, if employed.. is paid maintenance by ex-boyfriend/ ex-husband... and is supported by current relationship.. why do some relation ship need so much of maintenance...)

Article also says few more para.. but of no use... its just repetition... but the real issue i see here is my belief in idea of live in relation ship under serious threat.... if i start living with some female.. she would be bigger threat then legally wedded wife....tomorrow she walks over me for some one and i have to pay for their romance...
But think about the apathy of man presently having live in relation ship with a prostitute.... and think about all the concept of keep... and now some seriously thinking... about Vikarm Bhaat if taken to law....will have to maintain his divorced wife, maintain Sushmita sen.. and now also Amisha Patel... .... imagine if aishwarya rai was not wedded to Abhisek bachaan.. so there would have been.. Mark Robinsoon, Salman Khan, Vivek Oberoi and Abhishek Bachhan to maintain her... Jesus... Such an Expensive Affair.. .........

So finally a black day of Live In relationships has arrived.. need for some other concept... i guess contract marriage.... I hope National Commission for Women have yet not thought about it...
Guys time to rush to court.... need to carry current dated stamp paper( hope fully u don't buy one printed by Abdul Karim Telgi) of minimum rupee 100... you never know when u are in love.......
...................................... finally.....liberated females have arrived.....