Once there lived.. LOVE.. in beautiful valley of green and blue...would see every one.. in neighborhood and would spread smile on every ones face... the best friend of LOVE were HAPPINESS and SORROW.....They were never together with LOVE but they never objected on each others friendship with LOVE....They shared same value in LOVES life...and then there was EGO.... always with grumpy face....never spoke to any one..and to compound it ....he had good friend called ANGER.....who always spoiled and ruined every thing for him....if ANGER fell short of doing job properly then JEALOUSY would fill in for ....but some time things are destined to happen.....
and LOVE made friends with EGO...through ANGER...at first instance EGO liked LOVE... as it made EGO smile ....and LOVE had already fallen for solitude of EGO which LOVE took as EGO's attitude...they kept bumping regularly... soon they started seeing each other and one day they expressed their mutual liking... days went happily.... on the news years eve... they planned to fly to some place with all their neighbors....HAPPY, SORROW, JEALOUSY, HATRED, LUST, GREED, ANGER, and many more...on they way their plane crashed and they had to make emergency landing on....an unidentified island in middle of an ocean...no one to rescue .. soon they finished their resource... started starving... no one to rescue them..helpless... hungry... alone...SORROW at its peak.... ANGER was dominant .. but it was LOVE who would still spread happiness and drive away sorrow...finally LOVE made effort and planned to make a boat.. LOVE had plans to live with EGO for ever... and wanted to keep it as surprise for some other day... and did not tell about venture of making a rescue boat...and request other's to do the same...finally boat was made.. every one knew except the EGO.. but ANGER had done job well..and told EGO about the venture and made EGO suspect LOVE's motive.. in feat of ANGER... EGO decided to stay away from LOVE...on the day when they were about to sail... LOVE asked every body to get in to the boat and went to EGO.... to give surprise and leave together to see the coming days together... EGO refused to board.... LOVE persisted... as it was high tied .. and water was rising....EGO was not moving and JEALOUSY.. couldn't tolerate LOVE's feeling for EGO and persisted the boat to be moved....levels rising .... LOVE and EGO left back... alone...could see the boat sailing away from them... could have made last attempt but... in vain... and water rising...but LOVE could hardly care for it.. what mattered was EGO.. but still EGO refused to hear any thing from LOVE.. in the mean time the water had already taken up the desired level on the Island..... what every one from boat could see after a while ....floating LOVE and EGO.... one more time LOVE died at the hands of EGO... story never change ... it continues.. only faces do....
Sunday, July 12, 2009
Friday, June 26, 2009
My work dedicated to.....
Ahmedabad
25/06/2009
Its mid night…. 2.38. AM… tomorrow I am submitting my Thesis report……as part of the document one has to write acknowledgment….. willingly or unwillingly ,.. to acknowledge the people for their wanting or unwanting support.. in shaping or breaking your work….. so I too have had to .. no choice….
But I managed to cut my acknowledgment as short and mention deepest gratitude only to the people I felt… and in last I wanted to thank my brother.. Amir….he is elder to me…..
But then I realized that it was very small thing if I do it with a phara… so I need to write more.. but a page was small for it…. But I did…. In few lines.. I expressed my deepest gratitude to him… no.. for rarest of rare occasion I could be taken seriously…. It goes this way…
A roller coaster....... still going on......... .. many lows.... few ups........one thing that never changed......... who always stood by me.......got me back from..... rock bottom........ made this work....... possible in particular...... when after first semester i collapsed financially............................................... ............................... Dedicated to ............... AMIR....... my elder brother.........
But its just a gratitude. Which reader might forget or probably might even go unnoticed….
But it’s a gesture….
I need to go back few months back.. that’s November 2007.. the year I got into masters program of urban design… I was about to finish my first semester… and in middle of diwali vacation I had to call up my brother.. telling him that I am unable to arrange for the required finance that was through SBI education loan.. don’t trust on bank people.. sponsoring u r education.. its only for the people who already have ample of money and want to evade their taxes.. by asking for loan….
And I had left with.. last few thousands in my account… I had choice to borrow it from few people who would charge me interest or leave the course…
Second option was lucrative as I had read a lot about drop outs making big… but my brother wanted me to be a little above average or an ordinary man… so he stepped in to provide for my fees…and other expenses
With his limited income… I am sure if I would have been in his place I would have wanted him to make big in this world… at expense of his education…
Till date he is paying me for every luxury .. I have been used to live like an uncrowned king… with 5 rupee in pocket I can imagine of eating at best restaurant … that’s feat I have been doing for ages.. and manage to do it .. successfully till that eve....date…
Its last few days… and I have seen him .. paying for my education…luxury….. for all my branded cloths.. for all my expensive perfumes… he never complained of living out in limited resource and working hard to earn more… so he could sustain both of us..
Today the amount has mount to few lakhs… I have just one masters degree…. Of course which Is hardly recognized in world….with recession at its worst.. I don’t know when would I be able to repay my loan…..
If I call it a bet .. then my brother put on wrong one… in case I die… I would be unable to pay .. ( not even 1 rupee as my insurance….) no worth could be earned over my corpse … any way. But I would move out… in need to earn… to repay.. and in case if I survive.. it would be the best bet anyone would have made till date…..
Some day i would pay the money.. i will.. but the gesture which went him in providing me is unquantifiable.... no own would do it for any one...he did... Thanking him would demean it.. so let me leave it.....
25/06/2009
Its mid night…. 2.38. AM… tomorrow I am submitting my Thesis report……as part of the document one has to write acknowledgment….. willingly or unwillingly ,.. to acknowledge the people for their wanting or unwanting support.. in shaping or breaking your work….. so I too have had to .. no choice….
But I managed to cut my acknowledgment as short and mention deepest gratitude only to the people I felt… and in last I wanted to thank my brother.. Amir….he is elder to me…..
But then I realized that it was very small thing if I do it with a phara… so I need to write more.. but a page was small for it…. But I did…. In few lines.. I expressed my deepest gratitude to him… no.. for rarest of rare occasion I could be taken seriously…. It goes this way…
A roller coaster....... still going on......... .. many lows.... few ups........one thing that never changed......... who always stood by me.......got me back from..... rock bottom........ made this work....... possible in particular...... when after first semester i collapsed financially............................................... ............................... Dedicated to ............... AMIR....... my elder brother.........
But its just a gratitude. Which reader might forget or probably might even go unnoticed….
But it’s a gesture….
I need to go back few months back.. that’s November 2007.. the year I got into masters program of urban design… I was about to finish my first semester… and in middle of diwali vacation I had to call up my brother.. telling him that I am unable to arrange for the required finance that was through SBI education loan.. don’t trust on bank people.. sponsoring u r education.. its only for the people who already have ample of money and want to evade their taxes.. by asking for loan….
And I had left with.. last few thousands in my account… I had choice to borrow it from few people who would charge me interest or leave the course…
Second option was lucrative as I had read a lot about drop outs making big… but my brother wanted me to be a little above average or an ordinary man… so he stepped in to provide for my fees…and other expenses
With his limited income… I am sure if I would have been in his place I would have wanted him to make big in this world… at expense of his education…
Till date he is paying me for every luxury .. I have been used to live like an uncrowned king… with 5 rupee in pocket I can imagine of eating at best restaurant … that’s feat I have been doing for ages.. and manage to do it .. successfully till that eve....date…
Its last few days… and I have seen him .. paying for my education…luxury….. for all my branded cloths.. for all my expensive perfumes… he never complained of living out in limited resource and working hard to earn more… so he could sustain both of us..
Today the amount has mount to few lakhs… I have just one masters degree…. Of course which Is hardly recognized in world….with recession at its worst.. I don’t know when would I be able to repay my loan…..
If I call it a bet .. then my brother put on wrong one… in case I die… I would be unable to pay .. ( not even 1 rupee as my insurance….) no worth could be earned over my corpse … any way. But I would move out… in need to earn… to repay.. and in case if I survive.. it would be the best bet anyone would have made till date…..
Some day i would pay the money.. i will.. but the gesture which went him in providing me is unquantifiable.... no own would do it for any one...he did... Thanking him would demean it.. so let me leave it.....
Friday, May 15, 2009
Technology improved my options of falling in love....
COMING UP SOON...
Abstract.....
Born in small town Brahmapuri(20 degree, 36minute and 33 seconds north...and 79 degree 51 minute 38 seconds east..thats my sweet home.. locate on Google earth.. where i slept for 15 years out of 25 years i lived there..i love my family for letting me sleep so well.. and for so many years..i guess they anticipated .. that i would be later on spending sleepless nights...how sweet of them.. ).. in Maharashtra.. ..... (of population 5,000 on 14th February 1974.... the auspicious day that i choose to come on this earth... strangely was already celebrated every year for saint valentine( which i learnt when i had past 22 years on this earth...).. and then i thought i was incarnated.......) where power was available for less than drinking water supply time...where television was not available till 1984... what i watched was "amchi mati amchi manase".. that's in marathi .. it means my soil my people ..some crap show about agriculture and irrigation in rural areas,,,.. which i would wait to watch.. with granulated pixel ... my job was to stand near the booster.. and adjust for clarity or... go to terrace and see whether monkey has turned the direction of antenna.. which was often a case.. i never understood out of everything why monkey has to trouble me..till 1990 i did not had privilege of watching semi nude Madonna on mtv.. and internet .. i had never heard of... computers was still object from alien nation... but thanks to
Mr. Bell we had taken first step in advancing social network .. and he invented telephones.. .... but when i was fourteen that's in 1988....i did not had privilege to have one... actually we had only one way to call .. and that was to go to telephone office... bribe half drunk and half slept operator and book trunk call. that's what they called it in those days..
so here is story of young boy .. assume me.. who was was growing to his adolescence .. was looking out to date some one.. in such dark age.. with no technology to support my true heart feeling for every next beautiful or prospective match i came across...... .. till today... i grew with technology ......and would write how my love shaped in those difficult days ...to this easy approachable technology based quick love .. age....
Abstract.....
Born in small town Brahmapuri(20 degree, 36minute and 33 seconds north...and 79 degree 51 minute 38 seconds east..thats my sweet home.. locate on Google earth.. where i slept for 15 years out of 25 years i lived there..i love my family for letting me sleep so well.. and for so many years..i guess they anticipated .. that i would be later on spending sleepless nights...how sweet of them.. ).. in Maharashtra.. ..... (of population 5,000 on 14th February 1974.... the auspicious day that i choose to come on this earth... strangely was already celebrated every year for saint valentine( which i learnt when i had past 22 years on this earth...).. and then i thought i was incarnated.......) where power was available for less than drinking water supply time...where television was not available till 1984... what i watched was "amchi mati amchi manase".. that's in marathi .. it means my soil my people ..some crap show about agriculture and irrigation in rural areas,,,.. which i would wait to watch.. with granulated pixel ... my job was to stand near the booster.. and adjust for clarity or... go to terrace and see whether monkey has turned the direction of antenna.. which was often a case.. i never understood out of everything why monkey has to trouble me..till 1990 i did not had privilege of watching semi nude Madonna on mtv.. and internet .. i had never heard of... computers was still object from alien nation... but thanks to
Mr. Bell we had taken first step in advancing social network .. and he invented telephones.. .... but when i was fourteen that's in 1988....i did not had privilege to have one... actually we had only one way to call .. and that was to go to telephone office... bribe half drunk and half slept operator and book trunk call. that's what they called it in those days..
so here is story of young boy .. assume me.. who was was growing to his adolescence .. was looking out to date some one.. in such dark age.. with no technology to support my true heart feeling for every next beautiful or prospective match i came across...... .. till today... i grew with technology ......and would write how my love shaped in those difficult days ...to this easy approachable technology based quick love .. age....
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
The real ZOOZOO's
Extract expressed in my community Bastards of System... on Orkut....
Hmm.. i guess its good way to start expressing...... let me put it this way.. the ZOOZOO'S
one with beard... one with bright shirts and one with experience of man... and life and what not...and one small value added service recharge... and then nadira zoozoo the funniest one... because of her long boots and cane.. her buddy zoozoo has disappeared leaving lady zoozoo frustrated...
so beard zoo zoo.. own the system... and by sequential pattern likes to dominate.. no matter who is right or who is wrong.. because his rule evolves with every situation.. so one cannot predict or plan strategy..... where as bright color zoozoo always plans to watch IPL.... and man zoozoo is left with responsibility of taking care of all little zoozoos.. the Innocent one... but the company of value added zoozoo is also there na...
so came the D- day... and then comes a surprise... all little zoozoos are categorically tagged....
the last few are separated from their group and then com ... Naraz sawera hai .. har aur andehra hai.. kaoi kiran to aye kahi se.. aye aye.... a nail biting finish.. but the zoozoos cant show there anger.. frustration. what hold them back is... the mask they are wearing... but i appeal to all five zoozoos.. the most experienced one... read the face.. even in mask zoozoos are communicating a lot..... its not to sale value added service but to look beyond what could last 30 days mean.. to all little zoozoo... which can be multipled into 12 times for sake of elder zoozoos.......
Hmm.. i guess its good way to start expressing...... let me put it this way.. the ZOOZOO'S
one with beard... one with bright shirts and one with experience of man... and life and what not...and one small value added service recharge... and then nadira zoozoo the funniest one... because of her long boots and cane.. her buddy zoozoo has disappeared leaving lady zoozoo frustrated...
so beard zoo zoo.. own the system... and by sequential pattern likes to dominate.. no matter who is right or who is wrong.. because his rule evolves with every situation.. so one cannot predict or plan strategy..... where as bright color zoozoo always plans to watch IPL.... and man zoozoo is left with responsibility of taking care of all little zoozoos.. the Innocent one... but the company of value added zoozoo is also there na...
so came the D- day... and then comes a surprise... all little zoozoos are categorically tagged....
the last few are separated from their group and then com ... Naraz sawera hai .. har aur andehra hai.. kaoi kiran to aye kahi se.. aye aye.... a nail biting finish.. but the zoozoos cant show there anger.. frustration. what hold them back is... the mask they are wearing... but i appeal to all five zoozoos.. the most experienced one... read the face.. even in mask zoozoos are communicating a lot..... its not to sale value added service but to look beyond what could last 30 days mean.. to all little zoozoo... which can be multipled into 12 times for sake of elder zoozoos.......
Monday, May 11, 2009
And Newton Commits Suscide......
Here is the reason.
Once, Newton came to India and watched a few movies suggested as conspiracy by his well wishers that had his head spinning. He was convinced that all his logic and laws in physics were just a huge pile of junk and apologized for everything he had done.
Now all this could be credited to few great celebrities...
In the movie of Rajanikanth, Newton was confused to such an extent that
he went paranoid. Here are a few scenes
1) Rajanikanth has a Brain Tumor which, according to the doctors
can't be cured and his death is imminent. In one of the fights, our
great
Rajanikanth is shot in the head. To everybody's surprise, the bullet
passes
through his ears taking away the tumor along with it and he is cured!
Long
Live Rajanikanth!
2) In another movie, Rajanikanth is confronted with 3 gangsters.
Rajanikanth has a gun but unfortunately only one bullet and a knife.
Guess, what he does? He throws the knife at the middle gangster? &
shoots
the bullet towards the knife. The knife cuts the bullet into 2 pieces,
which kills both the gangsters on each side of the middle gangster & the
knife kills the middle one.
3) Rajanikanth is chased by a gangster.. Rajanikanth has a revolver
but no bullets in it. Guess what he does. Nah? Not even in your remotest
imaginations.
He waits for the gangster to shoot. As soon as the gangster shoots,
Rajanikanth opens the bullet compartment of his revolver and catches
the bullet. Then, he closes the bullet compartment and fires his g
un.....Bang...the gangster dies...
This was too much for our Newton to take! He was completely shaken and
decided to go back. But he happened to see another movie for one last
time, and thought that at least one movie would follow his theory of physics.
This time whole movie goes fine and Newton is happy that all in the world hasn't
changed. Oops, not so fast!
The 'climax' finally arrives.
Rajanikanth gets to know that the villain is on the other side of a
very high wall. So high that Rajanikanth can't jump even if he tries
like one of those superman techniques that our heroes normally use.
Rajanikanth has to desperately kill the villain because it's the climax.
( Newton dada is smiling since it is virtually impossible?)
Rajanikanth suddenly pulls two guns from his pockets. He throws one gun
in the air and when the gun has reached above the height of the wall, he
uses the second gun and shoots at the trigger of the first gun in air.The
first gun fires off and the villain is dead.
And ....... speechless.. surprised.... ....Newton sublimes....Commits Suicide!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Once, Newton came to India and watched a few movies suggested as conspiracy by his well wishers that had his head spinning. He was convinced that all his logic and laws in physics were just a huge pile of junk and apologized for everything he had done.
Now all this could be credited to few great celebrities...
In the movie of Rajanikanth, Newton was confused to such an extent that
he went paranoid. Here are a few scenes
1) Rajanikanth has a Brain Tumor which, according to the doctors
can't be cured and his death is imminent. In one of the fights, our
great
Rajanikanth is shot in the head. To everybody's surprise, the bullet
passes
through his ears taking away the tumor along with it and he is cured!
Long
Live Rajanikanth!
2) In another movie, Rajanikanth is confronted with 3 gangsters.
Rajanikanth has a gun but unfortunately only one bullet and a knife.
Guess, what he does? He throws the knife at the middle gangster? &
shoots
the bullet towards the knife. The knife cuts the bullet into 2 pieces,
which kills both the gangsters on each side of the middle gangster & the
knife kills the middle one.
3) Rajanikanth is chased by a gangster.. Rajanikanth has a revolver
but no bullets in it. Guess what he does. Nah? Not even in your remotest
imaginations.
He waits for the gangster to shoot. As soon as the gangster shoots,
Rajanikanth opens the bullet compartment of his revolver and catches
the bullet. Then, he closes the bullet compartment and fires his g
un.....Bang...the gangster dies...
This was too much for our Newton to take! He was completely shaken and
decided to go back. But he happened to see another movie for one last
time, and thought that at least one movie would follow his theory of physics.
This time whole movie goes fine and Newton is happy that all in the world hasn't
changed. Oops, not so fast!
The 'climax' finally arrives.
Rajanikanth gets to know that the villain is on the other side of a
very high wall. So high that Rajanikanth can't jump even if he tries
like one of those superman techniques that our heroes normally use.
Rajanikanth has to desperately kill the villain because it's the climax.
( Newton dada is smiling since it is virtually impossible?)
Rajanikanth suddenly pulls two guns from his pockets. He throws one gun
in the air and when the gun has reached above the height of the wall, he
uses the second gun and shoots at the trigger of the first gun in air.The
first gun fires off and the villain is dead.
And ....... speechless.. surprised.... ....Newton sublimes....Commits Suicide!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Saturday, April 11, 2009
Just Like That - 1
Ahmedabad... 29th April 2009
Does it happen at first sight... probably it happens only when you realize...you realize to feel some one around.. still not around ..but still be felt.. you have been with many people in past.. would be with some one.. but u don't feel to be with them.. you just make to be with them.. not for companionship but for sake of not being alone.. they are just puppet .. whom you pick out of your box when you need them... and dump when you don't .. the search for your dream is still on.... yes and life gives you opportunity to meet them.. at first sight you don't realize... its like a addiction..grows slowly...... let it grow....and you realize... when you are alone but still not alone.. when you are with some one dating but your eyes still searching for her...you are happy.. you see her and you just hate the word blink... you see her and you hate the word.... work.... you dont mind tusnami...because anything cant be better then the moment.... and its love.. love always keep growing.... slowly.... as it does not happen at first sight... if its happening go ahead... you shy to express it... but you need to tell... you need to express it... know your love.. you need to tell her not to own her .. but to make her feel, you deserve her... to convince her .. to ask her to live with you forever.. to sleep with you .. for ever... to make her feel she is the only one.. the one you wanna.. go to bed and wake up with.. if you do so.. you deserve to be happy .... if you don't do.. you would be one a stray.... a escapist... a wanderer.... life never gives the opportunity again .. it might not happen again.... choose to be happy .. it is end to search.. but start to happiness..
last thing love would shape in is trust.... don't let her go.... if you do .. do not blame Him for your unhappiness... He has given everyone a chance... but also options ... to choose from.. also options to loose.... He is not at fault... you are... world can be better place to live... live it... even u don't get one... u are happy to make some one feel u need them.. and that u would be dead man walking with out them....
Does it happen at first sight... probably it happens only when you realize...you realize to feel some one around.. still not around ..but still be felt.. you have been with many people in past.. would be with some one.. but u don't feel to be with them.. you just make to be with them.. not for companionship but for sake of not being alone.. they are just puppet .. whom you pick out of your box when you need them... and dump when you don't .. the search for your dream is still on.... yes and life gives you opportunity to meet them.. at first sight you don't realize... its like a addiction..grows slowly...... let it grow....and you realize... when you are alone but still not alone.. when you are with some one dating but your eyes still searching for her...you are happy.. you see her and you just hate the word blink... you see her and you hate the word.... work.... you dont mind tusnami...because anything cant be better then the moment.... and its love.. love always keep growing.... slowly.... as it does not happen at first sight... if its happening go ahead... you shy to express it... but you need to tell... you need to express it... know your love.. you need to tell her not to own her .. but to make her feel, you deserve her... to convince her .. to ask her to live with you forever.. to sleep with you .. for ever... to make her feel she is the only one.. the one you wanna.. go to bed and wake up with.. if you do so.. you deserve to be happy .... if you don't do.. you would be one a stray.... a escapist... a wanderer.... life never gives the opportunity again .. it might not happen again.... choose to be happy .. it is end to search.. but start to happiness..
last thing love would shape in is trust.... don't let her go.... if you do .. do not blame Him for your unhappiness... He has given everyone a chance... but also options ... to choose from.. also options to loose.... He is not at fault... you are... world can be better place to live... live it... even u don't get one... u are happy to make some one feel u need them.. and that u would be dead man walking with out them....
Friday, April 3, 2009
RajaniKant's new movie 'ROBOT'
Story of RajaniKant's new movie 'ROBOT'
Movies like these come only once in a lifetime!!! ;-) enjoyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
The Best movie of the millennium
Rajni's dad was killed by the villain, and his mother needs an operation! So he sells his land for his mother ! Inorder to take revenge, Rajni has to go to America to kill the villain, but he has no money, no passport and no visa! So he decides one thing and comes to Chennai !
In Chennai, Rajni jumps on top of LIC Building , gets blessings from Goddess Amma Maheswari, and jumps from the top floor!!!
But our Rajni stays in air itself in same position! After 12 hrs, the earth rotates and since he is still in the same position, he jumps and lands in America ! He kills the villain and returns to Chennai the same way!!!!
Yenna Rascalaaaaaaaaaaaa !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!mind itttt!!!!!!!
Detailed Script to be continued....... by me....hahahhahaha... Imaging Rajani while hw is in air.. and earth rotates.... slowly .. passing through various countries... and this is galmourised by roamntic song.. in clouds.... a r rahman score... dance by prabhu deva.... ahahhahaha....
Yenna Rascalaaaaaaaaaaaa !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!mind itttt!!!!!!!
Next oscar... winner... clean sweep...
Movies like these come only once in a lifetime!!! ;-) enjoyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
The Best movie of the millennium
Rajni's dad was killed by the villain, and his mother needs an operation! So he sells his land for his mother ! Inorder to take revenge, Rajni has to go to America to kill the villain, but he has no money, no passport and no visa! So he decides one thing and comes to Chennai !
In Chennai, Rajni jumps on top of LIC Building , gets blessings from Goddess Amma Maheswari, and jumps from the top floor!!!
But our Rajni stays in air itself in same position! After 12 hrs, the earth rotates and since he is still in the same position, he jumps and lands in America ! He kills the villain and returns to Chennai the same way!!!!
Yenna Rascalaaaaaaaaaaaa !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!mind itttt!!!!!!!
Detailed Script to be continued....... by me....hahahhahaha... Imaging Rajani while hw is in air.. and earth rotates.... slowly .. passing through various countries... and this is galmourised by roamntic song.. in clouds.... a r rahman score... dance by prabhu deva.... ahahhahaha....
Yenna Rascalaaaaaaaaaaaa !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!mind itttt!!!!!!!
Next oscar... winner... clean sweep...
Saturday, March 7, 2009
......and then success is the sweetest thing on this earth to taste.....
I don't know what i am writing but i want to write so i would write...
if u see the sky its not sky..its limit of u r visual perception.. it could be some thing more to it ... beyond it.... if u see flood its not flood but its excess of something,,,, its like when u cry ., its like when u want to beat .. some one.. for no reason... its like u want to love some one.. without reason.... when its drought.. its not lack of rain but its like u don't want to cry.. u want to let loose.... u don't care what would happen to any one around.. because u are hurt... or u are tired of making people happy.... so why we blame nature when we behave in same patterns.. for same reasons.... but would u find a ideal situation where it doesn't flood.. were u start seeing everything .. beyond u r perception that too effortlessly .. will there be no droughts.....
but if an ideal situation arises..then we would live with same set of people.. we would not value sky.. we would not venture to see beyond.. we would not wish for more... its not human who is to be blamed.... but its nature who structures u ..... its no choice given where u are born but definitely you can choose where .. how .. and as whom to die.... you leave u r home not because u want to.. but its most of the time because its the only choice..look at the birds on the tree next to u .... look in their nest...u would get u r answer.... u are not destined to live and die as ordinary man.... its takes one person to change the rule... it take s one person to break the rule ..,but it takes so many in secured people to make the rules... u need to be happy to be at one place.. you need to be coward to live what is given to you .. you need to be lazy to not break to search what is that you are meant for.. will you let other people to choose for u .. u r food.. ur clothes.. u r society .. ur friends...
u r wife .. or u want to make choice..... u accept everything u are trust upon not because u don't wanna choose but its because u r scared of making wrong choices.. u are scared of humiliation..of making wrong.... u are scared of taking responsibility.... of u r failures...of the criticism.. of worthless people around u .. who never attempted to make a cup of tea for them self.. or filled a glass of water for themselves....
but if u r not humiliated .. or u r not scared or u r not beaten up... u have not lost love.. u have not been cheated.... or u r not been appreciated means u have not done anything in u r life to shape u r destiny.. u are what some one wants u to be.. and not what u want to be... but the day u wake up from deep slumber.. to realize what i have mentioned...then it will shake u ... it will make u feel small... it will make u realize all the facts u wanted to know... its never late... its all of deciding of starting an unknown journey...who knows where are u going.. even river change its course.. even earth plates struggle to break for their independence... its common phenomenon... even earth mass broke from sun.. why not we...why u refuse to break.. or its unawareness....or just unwillingness.. or are u scared... earth took so many years to shape its self fit for human life.. but then we are the proof...freedom to live .. freedom to choose... and go to bed happy is rare.. to achieve it.. u need to break... u need to see what u can be.. instead of saying this is what u are.... its difficult.. u will stumble so many times before u can take next step.. but one by one... with all efforts ... patience and pain .. its just to reach free way.. a toll free, free way .. and baby world its u r.... and then success is the sweetest thing on this earth to taste.....
That's all for now.. it u like its ok..if u don't like.. baby read it again....u need to understand and post comment....
if u see the sky its not sky..its limit of u r visual perception.. it could be some thing more to it ... beyond it.... if u see flood its not flood but its excess of something,,,, its like when u cry ., its like when u want to beat .. some one.. for no reason... its like u want to love some one.. without reason.... when its drought.. its not lack of rain but its like u don't want to cry.. u want to let loose.... u don't care what would happen to any one around.. because u are hurt... or u are tired of making people happy.... so why we blame nature when we behave in same patterns.. for same reasons.... but would u find a ideal situation where it doesn't flood.. were u start seeing everything .. beyond u r perception that too effortlessly .. will there be no droughts.....
but if an ideal situation arises..then we would live with same set of people.. we would not value sky.. we would not venture to see beyond.. we would not wish for more... its not human who is to be blamed.... but its nature who structures u ..... its no choice given where u are born but definitely you can choose where .. how .. and as whom to die.... you leave u r home not because u want to.. but its most of the time because its the only choice..look at the birds on the tree next to u .... look in their nest...u would get u r answer.... u are not destined to live and die as ordinary man.... its takes one person to change the rule... it take s one person to break the rule ..,but it takes so many in secured people to make the rules... u need to be happy to be at one place.. you need to be coward to live what is given to you .. you need to be lazy to not break to search what is that you are meant for.. will you let other people to choose for u .. u r food.. ur clothes.. u r society .. ur friends...
u r wife .. or u want to make choice..... u accept everything u are trust upon not because u don't wanna choose but its because u r scared of making wrong choices.. u are scared of humiliation..of making wrong.... u are scared of taking responsibility.... of u r failures...of the criticism.. of worthless people around u .. who never attempted to make a cup of tea for them self.. or filled a glass of water for themselves....
but if u r not humiliated .. or u r not scared or u r not beaten up... u have not lost love.. u have not been cheated.... or u r not been appreciated means u have not done anything in u r life to shape u r destiny.. u are what some one wants u to be.. and not what u want to be... but the day u wake up from deep slumber.. to realize what i have mentioned...then it will shake u ... it will make u feel small... it will make u realize all the facts u wanted to know... its never late... its all of deciding of starting an unknown journey...who knows where are u going.. even river change its course.. even earth plates struggle to break for their independence... its common phenomenon... even earth mass broke from sun.. why not we...why u refuse to break.. or its unawareness....or just unwillingness.. or are u scared... earth took so many years to shape its self fit for human life.. but then we are the proof...freedom to live .. freedom to choose... and go to bed happy is rare.. to achieve it.. u need to break... u need to see what u can be.. instead of saying this is what u are.... its difficult.. u will stumble so many times before u can take next step.. but one by one... with all efforts ... patience and pain .. its just to reach free way.. a toll free, free way .. and baby world its u r.... and then success is the sweetest thing on this earth to taste.....
That's all for now.. it u like its ok..if u don't like.. baby read it again....u need to understand and post comment....
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